She's smiling when she commited suicide (thx for dhela)

my hands is full of blood
cause i cant take this anymore
and im start to cry and angry
i just want feel how fun is love
but im tottaly broke
so im dressed to kill

i cant find a way out
so i pull the trigger
im decide to die
and leave all out the memories left behind
and goodnight..

with the bullet inside
and the razor on my hand
im out of control
and im smiling when im commited suicide
but im failed...

my fear is written on my walls
my hands feel rusting away
decision that i've made is the best choice
and now i'm sitting...
i'm bleeding..
unfinished they leave me away...

leave me alone, right on my own
with pretty smiles and lies
please...find my grave.


originally written by xmomondx and dhela.