This is not what i wanted

I can't find a way out
I never said this is what I wanted,
Should I stay and pretend to smile?
You're a problem, I'll never solve.
Not in the mood to chase, not after these things will never change.
I Hope I'm not the only one
(I'm not afraid to say this)
It can't be true 'cause we're too young

I'm not faithless
With pretty smiles and lies
We say to those who are in love
And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
that's not enough for me
Not to sing in your name

One more second, I may die
So tell me why you have kept me here,
Am I there when your eyes are closed?
If I'm strong and I dig myself out,
that's not enough for me, enough for this stuff.

Only drowning pieces could see...
with his surgery mask,
the jokes are telling this mistakes.
that every second i can suicide.

and tell me why you have...
to kept me here,
am i there when your eyes are closed by,